TykeRider Balance Bike Giveaway at Lady and the Blog!

I would absolutely love to win  B the TykeRider Balance Bike and helmet compliments of Lady and the Blog. These bikes look awesome- and I think it would be perfect for our 2 yo dynamo. I know it would get great use too, since he has those pesky brothers bringing up the rear and getting more and more mobile daily!!

Family Tree Art Giveaway @ The Vintage Canvas

How cool  is this family tree? Pretty cool. Cool enough in fact for me to want it- badly. She's also giving this away as her inaugural giveaway- so enter!

Best Bottom Diaper Giveaway At Freckleberry Finds

I am a die hard Bum Genius diapering mom. With three kids in BG's I'd say that qualifies. I have tried two other brands and tossed them aside for my BG"s....UNTIL I have met Best Bottom. I LOVE  these dipes. I love how the inserts snap in and  out so there is no stuffing and pushing  the insert in. I love how I can make  a quick change and my cover is still nice and dry. And I LOVE entering giveaways for them....so, here's a current one over at Freckleberry Finds. Have at it!

More Mother's Day Giveaway---Merry Maids!

Yet another hands down fantastic opportunity to get some help!! Always in Wonder is hosting a Merry Maids Giveaway... yes- antother chance for a $350 gc. Woo hoo! Sign me (and you) up!!

Greenworks Mother's Day Giveaway!

Another fab Mother's Day giveaway- Greenworks sure has a bunch of these. I need to find the other blogs where they are giving them away!! Check out  Daddy Forever!!

What A Mom Wants...

It's that time of year again!! Oh I love Mother's Day- I get to sleep in and pick what I want to do for the day. It's fun now- but the pressure is all on my husband since  the boys are too small. Someday soon they can be responsible for meeting my every need and whim! That said- I LOVE all of the giveaways with maid service! Oh my. The twins at almost 7 months and B at 2 does not a clean house make. I try really hard to keep up on things daily- but it can be overwhelming. We vacuum daily because of the dogs- but oy the dust. It's so dusty down here.

I would really love some help with cleaning. Even just for a month. Heck- I'd take just a day. Because when your house is clean---everything just feels..better!!

Right now there is a Clorox Greenworks giveaway at the blog of Susan Heim on Parenting. It ends May 8th so be quick about it!

5 years is coming!

Our 5 year anniversary is coming up in July...I know that a 5 year isn't  really THAT big of a deal- but  for us  we have been through quite a  bit in the last 5 years. The short version  is that we got married, moved to a different region in the country, bought our first home, lost my beloved dog...got another dog...got a second dog...and had B. One  year later I was pregnant again with -SURPRISE! It's TWINS! And boom! that was 5 years.

So...in  honor of our five year anniversary, I am sworn  to win us a trip of some sort. Money is tight- we have three kids after all- so my goal would be  to wins us something- anything- even  a weekend  or a night in a B&B for our 5 year. Things have been pretty tough on us since last July- and I really think  we (and our marriage) deserve it.

So- without further ado- here is a trip that I'm throwing  our name in to win. Austin-Lehman has a 'Win An Adventure of Your Choice' giveaway until May 19th. The prize is awesome!

Enter to win a $5,000 credit towards a trip for TWO on the Austin-Lehman Adventure of your choice!* Explore destinations in North, Central and South America, Europe, the Pacific Rim or Africa. Enjoy gourmet dining, multi-sport adventures & nature's charm at all-inclusive rates. Your dream adventure vacation awaits.

WOW-right?? So go..go enter! And don't forget to say I sent you. If you win, I win, so give me props, eh?? To make it easier on  you yet, here is my link to c&p: http://thethreeunder.blogspot.com/ thanks friends :) It would be neat if  someone I sent won!

What a perfect gift! Merry Maids @ Mommy Goggles...

I really don't think I need to go too much into detail as to why this would be the best gift ever. Who wouldn't love a gift certificate for some people to come help clean your house??? Enter over at Mommy Goggles. Wow. I need this.

Vacation Getaway!

So these days I am focusing my contest entries on winning my family a vacation. Who doesn't need  one,  right? Just like everyone else- we need one badly. The  twins are now  6 months old, and B  is 2- so we think  that we would take B and let the gparents babysit the twins. My husband and I just really need  some r&r and time to reconnect. I know...don't we all?

One contest I am looking at right now is the 25th Anniversary Multi City Vacation Getaway Contest. This would be such  a fun one from Clipper Vacations! I love the Pacific Northwest, and  miss being out there. This one would be a blast with my hubs. Here's what you can win:

Northwest Multi City Vacation Getaway for Two


Cruise on the Victoria Clipper plus a champagne continental breakfast aboard

One night accommodation at Coast Victoria Harbourside Hotel & Marina

Transportation via Cruise Victoria motor coach to the Butchart Gardens

Admission for two to The Butchart Gardens including high tea

Pacific Coach Lines transportation and BC Ferry between Victoria and Vancouver, BC

One night stay at Delta Vancouver Suites in Vancouver, BC

Tickets for the Hop On Hop Off Vancouver Trolley Tour

Amtrak Cascades transportation between Seattle, WA and Vancouver, BC

One night stay at the Mayflower Park Hotel in Seattle

Savor Seattle Pike Place Market Tour

Hello Canvas giveaway at Lizzy Dear

Hello Canvas has a giveaway at Lizzy Dear's Life. Wow- these are so awesome. What mom (or anyone really?) doesn't have a picture they would love to see turned into one of these?

Urban Elk Giveaway At Mommy of 1 And Counting

So I just saw a couple of t shirts from Urban Elk that I HAVE to have. Basically, if I don't win them in the giveaway over at Mommy of 1 and Counting...I will have to go out and buy them myself! Maybe it's a twin mom thing. I really like the idea of similar but not the same, and these t shirts fit the bill. So cute! And in a 3T- that means big bro might be able to wear them a time or two before it gets too warm. Score!

Trekaroo

First of all, if you have kids and travel- you NEED to familiarize yourself with the site Trekaroo. It has all kinds of tips, reviews, and Monday Madness giveaways! Look em up on Facebook too. And this week's giveaway is an awesome Britax car seat! What travelling family doesn't need one of those? Well, one that has an older kid I suppose :)

Car seat giveaway alert!

Head on over to Minnesota Mama's Must Haves for a pretty awesome looking Saftey 1st 65 LX Convertible car seat! I know we have to break down sooner or later and buy another car seat. I have the booster ready to go for B, and one twin will get the one he is using now, but that still means I have to get another one. I really like the look of this Saftey 1st- and there is that whole air concept- I find this pretty great too.

Baby feet baby feet..oh how I love thee...

I think that baby feet are probably one of the cutest things around. Lucky me, I have two sets of infant feet and one set of toddler toes to nibble on! Baby feet sure are perfect the way they are- but at some point or another you need to put a pair of shoes on them!

Again, lucky me- I found sites with TERRIFIC Umi shoe giveaways going on! First, there is a giveaway over at Family Focus Blog. She has some other great giveaways too, so be sure to check them out! The second is a review and giveaway over at Piece of Me. And there is still more Umi to be found over at Girl Gone Mom! Umi has been busy as two other blogs with a giveaway are A Moms Impression and Abby Approved. I know I want the Nyoni in ocean for my son. It's so hot here, he wears sandals from May until practically November. I'm hoping that I can snag a pair in a giveaway and dress up some of the baby feet in my house!

I also stumbled upon Rave & Review the other day. There are some pretty rockin kicks over at a shoe giveaway there. She has a pair of See Kai Run shoes to giveaway- which are beyond adorable. If you don't win them there- check out Feisty Frugal & Fabulous- she also has a See Kai Run giveaway that ends March 27th!

They just keep on coming too---- more Umi to grab at Cincinnati Coupons ending 3/22! And be sure to enter for some See Kai Run shoes AND socks (awesome!) at My Organized Chaos (I have a special place in my heart for her since she is a twin + 1 mommy).

Cloth Diapers Galore!

I don't know what is going on right now- but there are some BIG cd giveaways around the blogs. One such giveaway is at change-diapers.com (Fitteds, Pockets, and Snappis oh my!). It is super easy to enter, (I LOVE form entries!) and I will let you look at the loot on her site. Good stuff at almost $120!

Spring Fling Event!

I am really, really excited to be a part of Outnumbered 3 to 1, and think the timing of getting on board was serendipitous! Melissa is getting together a pretty fantastic Spring Fling Event. The sponsors are starting to come in now, and she'd got some great stuff. Spring is one fantastic time of year with the warmer temps and holidays (Mother's Day anyone?)...Keep your eyes out for reviews and giveaways galore!

Travel on my mind...

I have many different thoughts on travel these days. First and foremost- I long to go away somewhere, and relax. Sleep. And not be stuck in the house with three children under two- alone all day long. But what would I do? Where would I go? If we took the kids, how would we get there? Um...flying would be tough because we are still outnumbered. I hope that someday I will look forward to traveling again- and my husband and I will be able to go places and do things that do not involve changing diapers or waking in the middle of the night to feed someone.

That said....my new obsession is to win a trip for us to go somewhere. I think that might be the motivation to go- if we won, we'd find a way to do it. We would fly grandma down here and GO. So.....here I am..plugging away looking for a trip to take. I recently discovered the site Trekaroo and found that they have a Monday Madness giveaway every week! This week it is a trip to a TradeWinds Island Resort in Florida. We can do Florida. It's probably a days' drive, but we could handle it. I MIGHT even consider flying since it's such a short flight and it is pretty inexpensive to fly there. Plus bonus- my grandma lives not far away. Anyhow- I think I can handle an hour or so being on a plan being 'that mom' with 'that kid'. I just hope everyone else can!

Who doesn't love Dinosaur Train?

My son and I love watching Dinosaur Train. He loves trains...he loves dinosaurs too---perfect! And it is such a cute show, how can anyone resist? My only complaint is that there aren't nearly as many episodes as I'd like. In the meantime, however, I will be happy playing 'Make Me A Match' with B..and if we're lucky we might win it at 2 Boys + 1 Girl = 1 Crazy Mom!

Meal planning..what?

Wow- I totally forgot about this giveaway ending today. I think giveaway or not, I need to investigate this site a little further. Meal planning is a nightmare in our house. My husband and I pretty much wait until an hour before one of us runs to the grocery store to plan the same old, same old meals for the week. At 2 Boys + 1 Girl = 1 Crazy Mom they have an awesome giveaway right now with 'Menu for the Week'. I know we can use all the help that we can get with menu planning----but I do have to give my husband kudos for trying as hard as he does.

Get UP

So I am really interested in trying out the Thred UP deal. I remember a few months ago I saw a blurb about it online, and have been interested ever since. Basically, it is a kids clothing exchange- you get a box for a box, pay shipping, and get great clothes! What better way to get started than by winning a membership? One of my favorite blogs, My Baby's Green, is giving away a year PRO membership. While you are there, check out what else she has to offer. She has a wonderful little store with organic and eco friendly things for the kiddos!

Fun Stuff

So it is official, I am a contributing writer at Outnumbered 3-to-1! I'm very excited and thrilled with the ladies that I am working with. It's so great to meet people (even virtually) and hit it off immediately. We all have similarities and differences that compliment one another - which will in turn (I think) make the blog something really special. Big thanks to Melissa for picking me to be on the team!

And in other news, a couple of good friends of mine have blogs of their own that are really doing well. First, is my friend Ashley who just started Freckleberry Finds. She is making it a one stop parenting/recipe/giveaway blog! I'm very happy for her, as she is on the verge of her first giveaway and is jumping in with both feet.

My other friend is Kelly Ashworth of Kelly Ashworth Design. She has a pretty awesome blog herself, but is also the very creative force behind her design company AND a new first time mommy. She recently got a shout out on Desert Living Today--which is quite flattering.

Both ladies are running giveaways right now that you really, really, really should check out. Really.

Love my talented peeps. Good luck ladies!

Another ipad giveaway!

Check out the giveaway at Buy Like Buffet! He's giving away an ipad and some gift cards...hurry up though, ends soon and low entries!!

Reviews?

Well I think I am going to get myself into the product reviews pool...I just think that there are so many fantastic products out there---and I love to share! I think I might do them here as well as at Outnumbered 3-to-1 which I think is pretty darn exciting. First I'm thinking about a review on Birchbox- the best darn discovery I've made in a while. Now to find the time...thankfully twins are starting to sleep better (ie one 4am wake up call) so that is a plus.

Anyone out there looking to have something reviewed- I'm new at this and would love to!

Well hello there...how you doin'?

If you're reading this, then my guess is that you're checking me out. That's cool- I'm glad you're here! If anything this flirtation with writing for Outnumbered 3 to 1 has given me motivation to spend some time on my own blog. My very neglected and sparse blog to be honest!
If you read my bio, you see that I have three boys. My oldest is 2 next month (which I still CANNOT believe), and my twins are 3 months. Talk about craziness. I feel on most days like the second I am out of bed I won't stop running- which I don't. There are days I can't even rememebr if I peed or not. Seriously. I wish I was kidding.
Anyhow- what's been on my mind today (and has been for a while now) is B's hair. It's out.of.control. It took him forever to get hair in the first place- and I really need to decide if we're going to get it cut. It's pretty awful to be honest. It reminds me of a Patrick Swayze 'Roadhouse' kind of mullet. I don't even know if that captures the essence of it, but it's the best I can do.
I need to get a picture of the front- but this at least is the back. Some say 'Don't you dare cut it!' others (my father in law for one) keep asking us when are we going to cut it. I guess my questions is, do I have to?

iPad and children's books? YES PLEASE!

I didn't think I would jump on the iPad train, but this giveaway is awesome. Loaded with children's books? Yes please!! Go to Frugal Family Fun Blog to enter to win an iPad and an assortment of children's books courtesy of Target!

Hey, I'm sorry...

Dear Sad and Sorry Blog:

I hope you understand why I have neglected you. In fact, I really don't even have the time right now to be posting this- as I have to get B down for a nap, change the duo and get myself to the doc in about 30 minutes. But I just wanted to throw this out there: hey, I'm sorry.

I would hope that you saw this coming when I announced the twins' arrival. And with B getting more and more crazy these days- well, to throw in yet another cliche- it's not you, it's me. I'm going to try to be more attentive and loving- and not cheapen you by only posting when I want to win something from another blog. I promise. I'm resolving to find new things to write about- great sites and stores as well as products to use--as well as the oh so not hilarious anecdotes from daily life. Things are CRAZY no doubt, but as always I will find the time. I promise.

Please take me back? xo-

Medela Pump in Style at Born to Impress giveaway...

Last chance for a Medela pump at Born to Impress! Hurry and enter..ends 12/18!

So I'm still at it...Breast Pump giveaway!

I'm still breastfeeding the twins- a month in. I am renting a hospital grade pump, but I really don't want to keep it too much longer- it's not cheap and I'd really like to have my own. There are two more attempts for me to win one though- lucky me!

The first is over at Double Duty Mommy. She is giving away a complete Simplisse Breastfeeding Companion system- I can't say that I am familiar with Simplisse, but I'd love to try it.

The second opportunity is at BabyDickey.. I think she must be friends with DDM, as one of the extra entries for each blog is to enter on the others' site! She too is giving away the Simplisse system, which looks really nice- and has a ton of accessories to go along with it. Here's crossing my fingers that this time I can win one!

They're here!

October 15th we welcomed the twins! Lincoln and Chase came into this world at 36 weeks 3 days, both weighing in at 6 and 6.2 lbs- neither needed NICU nor oxygen. We feel very lucky- and are now trying to sleep. Seriously.

36 today and I can see the light!

We had an appointment yesterday with my OB, and it looks like we are going to have the babies Tuesday the 19th- that is one week from today! It was pretty funny how my husband reacted when my doc told us this information- as I said 'Sign me up' as I rested on my left side on the table. He didn't say anything. When we got into the car I asked my husband if this made it a little more real for him- and he somehow said 'A little'. I think he is in shock. Apparently 10 weeks of bedrest and multiple trips to the hospital as well as suffering through the 'help' of my mother---was not enough to convince him that something was changing.

I have to laugh, as we are both so sick of 'this' stuff- and we haven't really even had time yet to think about what is coming. I tried telling him last night that yes, it is going to be very difficult and tiring, and crazy- but at least it's not THIS. Anything is better than THIS.

Not feeling so hot.

So today we are 34 w 5 d and I am feeling very strange. I have a doc appt tomorrow, but to be honest I don't want to wait. I have some pressure, cramps, back pain- and strangest of all some twinges around my old c scar. I'm anxious to have these guys, but I really wanted to at LEAST hit 35 weeks on Tuesday.

Guess I'll call L&D and see what they say. Why must hospital beds be hell on earth though????

One Savvy Mom- Medela Breast Pump!

Yes, this is probably my last attempt at winning one of these...but I just can't resist. One Savvy Mom is giving away a Medela Breast Pump..to be exact it is the Medela PIS Advanced with a shoulder bag. She has many ways to enter- and it ends October 28th. How crazy. The twins will be here by then!!! I'll be renting a hospital grade for a few months, so fingers crossed I win this one. Sheesh. This really IS the holy grail of my contest entries!

33 weeks! And..

oh am I done. I never got to this point with my son- but I am just physically and mentally DONE at this point. Of course the torture is knowing my boys need a few more weeks in there- but selfishly I am so sick of this bed rest and this 'discomfort'- which really doesn't even cover it.

I am thankful that everyone is doing well- first and foremost. Secondly, I am sleeping. Third, my son is watched during the day, happy and safe. Well, as safe as he can be with my mother and 90 year old grandmother 'watching' him. Whole can o worms I won't even get into.

But today, something happened that I had been expecting. I went to my high risk/multiples doc and they want to start the testing for pre-e. I had it with my son, so I know the drill- but I really thought I could avoid it this time...mostly because I wasn't working my high stress job- and I'm in bed all day. I guess what I had stacked against me was the twins and a previous experience with it.

I start the urine test tomorrow, then blood work on Friday. I know if I show signs of it they will take the boys next week. That will be 34 weeks- which is our second HUGE milestone- but I wanted them to cook as long as they could. Like I said, I am thankful they currently are doing well and gaining weight- but I hate it to end like this. It's like all this bed rest and everything has been for naught.

I just have to keep thinking positive and hold out that I don't develop it...we shall have to see.

Another Itzbeen giveaway from Take It From Me!

I am really, really intrigued by this device...and I think that it could really come in handy with the twins...a friend of mine who has twins said she used them and loved them- so I think we will give it a try. With two newborns and a toddler, you think I may have trouble keeping straight when who last ate, was changed, slept, etc? I DO. I am not superwoman, and anything will be sure to help. I also think this might be a lifesaver for DH!

Enter to win over at Take It From Me. But hurry, giveaway ends Monday!

UPDATE: Yay I won! I'm really excited about this- and thank Take It From Me for the wonderful giveaway. She's got an awesome blog, please check it out!

The Baby Store Plus Blog Breastfeeding giveaway!

There is a really awesome breastfeeding event and giveaway going on right now at The Baby Store Plus. For one, they have a Medela Pump In Style to give to a lucky winner (mememememememme!), and secondly- they have Bamboobies to give away too! These Bamboobies are organic nursing pads which I have been really wanting to try. Especially the overnight ones. Gosh, I remember the leaking at night with my son, and hope that these can save me! Also, they are giving away an Easy Expression Bustier to help with pumping. Hands free! You can actually do something other than holding onto the milk containers as you pump...wonderful!

As for breastfeeding- it's different for everyone. For me, I learned not to give up. My son was three weeks early due to pre-eclampsia- and I had trouble getting my milk to come in to start. Then, we were home and I went through the really tough part. I was cracked, bleeding, and crying- it was awful. I really wanted to keep at it- so my husband encouraged me to set a short term goal- then another-then another. Before you knew it, we hit 12 months!

Going forward, this is what I am hoping to do for the twins. I am fully expecting a difficult start- mostly because they will most likely be early- and because I am going to attempt to tandem nurse. Everything is going to be logistically harder since I won't have a hand to help me.

With the help of my husband, and taking it one week at a time- I am going into this venture with a positive attitude. Pumping during times of engorgement, as well as a nipple shield are also two tools I plan to use in getting to our goal of successful nursing.


So go check out The Baby Store Plus and see what they have to offer here and enter- it can't hurt!

Yay for 30!

I try not to get too excited about things- because it seems whenever I get TOO optimistic I get bad news. So, I am going to quietly celebrate hitting 30 weeks today, passing my fetal fibronectin test, and passing the cervical check (no dilation). I did, however, agree to staying here in the hospital another week- just to be safe.

I know if I go home I will just end up coming right back. My mother is there- and we do not get along very well- I know I would allow her to stress me out into a full blown contraction session on a regular basis. The problem, of course, is how much I miss my son. Oh it's killing me not to see him every day. But, when he comes here- he is kind of a disaster in the room and always ends up getting hurt by tripping on the floor or banging into the wall. He's clumsy like someone else I know.

Anyhow- I wasn't making some big celebration on Facebook today since like I said I wanted things to remain low key. I am getting more and more excited with every day that passes to meet these two boys beating the crap out of my stomach. I guess it really shouldn't be as surreal as it is- but I still can't get over it. I am still as dumbfounded as I was April 2nd and we found out we were about to get double the trouble--just much, much closer to the finish line.

If there is anyone out there reading this with advice on multiples, I'd love to hear it.

Shower Giveaway Minnesota Mama's Must Haves and J. leigh designz!

One of my favorite blogs (Minnesota Mama's Must Haves) is partnering with J. Leigh Designz for a big baby event - Bump 2 Baby, that starts September 1st. They have some really awesome giveaways including a Naturepedic Organic Mattress, and 4Moms infant tub. I'm not sure about everything they are giving away- but the teaser she posted is enough to get me interested for the twins..and if I won anything I already have- well I have quite a few pregnant friends who might end up with an awesome shower gift. Hands off people, the Mamaroo is mine. I have been lusting after this 4MOMS item for ages now!

More to complain.

Here I am back again. Here since Tuesday after my cervical ultrasound showed more shortening. Now we're down to 1.3. AND baby B has extra fluid- so that is adding pressure to my cervix. I love my doc and all- and I like that he is so cautious, but oh. This sucks.

We were 29 weeks on Tuesday- and want to keep going. So the terb shots, the steroid shots, and now the glucose checks are a must. So not what I want to be doing! I am sick already of the diabetic diet- and it's literally been one day. I am here until Monday. I am so missing my apple pie ala mode that I want to cry.

This blood sugar fiasco isn't forever. Apparently the steroid shots create this havoc on my system and it should even back out.

Anyhow. I have a huge headache and just feeling sorry for myself. I am so sick of living in fear that I am going to drop these twins early.

Blah..back in the hospital week 29

Unfortunately I am spending the 18 month birthday of my son back in the hospital where I had him--alone. Well, I'm never alone- but as for people on the outside of me, yes, alone. I went back in for a cervix check today and it had gone down from a 1.9 last Tuesday to a 1.3 today. Not what we wanted to hear.

So here I am, back in the hospital on a slew of medications to stop the contractions- hoping against hope that they work so I don't a) have to go on the magnesium or b) actually go into labor. It's upsetting to say the least, but at least this time we are farther along and people seem more optomistic that this is preventative.

Good news today, is that I am on a roll with blog winnings! I won a $75 gc to Zutano for the boys' coming home outfits from Double Duty Mommy, and a neato pair of SLIX boxers for my husband from Potamus Prefers. Friday I had a double whammy with a $100 gc win to Amazon on life360's blog, and a HUGE win from Baby Gizmo's weekly giveaway- a Safety 1st Indigo Travel System. I consider myself very, very lucky---and being on bed rest entering contests all day long doesn't hurt :)

Week 28 and counting...

So yesterday I hit week 28! We're pretty excited about that. I told my husband that from here on out I would like to celebrate every week with an online purchase. This actually works to his advantage- because being online all day---shopping can get a little, shall we say, tempting? So this week I picked up a beautiful Elle Macpherson nursing bra last week, a teething bling necklace, and the week before that I got a Glamourmom nursing tank. All necessary items, right? I agree. I got fantastic deals on everything too- the bra at Zulily and the teether and nursing tank at Babysteals.

Anyhow- if I limit myself to a 30.00 or so range- that's not bad at all. I mean, he's totally scoring since I can't go to Target bi-weekly as it is.

And, so far so good. Cervix was holding firm at a 1.9, and today I had the dreaded glucose test. I just hope it comes back negative since I can really only deal with one or two pregnancy catastrophes at a time- and pre term labor certainly counts as at least one.

BumbleWee Nursing Wear~

Win a free nursing top at BumbleWee! They are running a contest where they are giving away a fantastic top daily....nice tops too- I doubt I will be having the time to go anywhere that appreciates them (haha, maybe the pedi office) but it just makes you feel better to have something nice to put on- even just while sitting around the house. Enter here, and do so daily!

*Update- so I won! I got an email Wednesday night that I won a top and picked out an adorable Japanese Weekend nursing/maternity top valued at $72. Thanks Bumble Wee!

Whew..breathe.

So I am glad that things have really calmed down. It's pretty funny actually how the very day we got rid of the in home contraction monitor, I stopped having them. I am a person who unfortunately is extremely susceptible to stress, and I let it get to me. Why can't I be more like my husband and let it just roll off? With my first pregnancy I ended up with pre-eclampsia at 25 weeks. Hospitalized, then home on bed rest for two weeks. I had my son at 37 weeks- and was glad we made it that far. Apparently teaching behavioral issue/low level 9th graders wasn't doing too much for my stress level there either.

I don't want to gripe though- since I have to say- I needed to seek out help from perfect strangers, friends, and family to help us these weeks. Last week a friend drove 12 hours, left her sons and husband for four days to help- and this week my mother in law took off a week from work to come here. The next two weeks are a revolving door of friends with kids and moms that I haven't even met--but they are in the multiples club and have volunteered to help with my son!!! Can you believe that? My mom gets here the 26th, and will have my 90 year old grandmother in tow. Her health is failing and my mother is the only caregiver. I guess they are looking at it as a Thelma & Louise type operation. Which I guess is appropriate since my grandma's name is Themla.

Here's to making it 10 more weeks!!!!

Not 'matchy matchy' exactly....

So I saw this last night...and love it. I am not going to match the twins- but seriously..how can these be resisted??? Tot-a-Lot clothing..swoon.

Good updates...

So I haven't really posted anything substantial for a while- if at all. I admit I have been pretty bummed out about everything- and worrying that I was becoming depressed without any good news. Well today, I finally got some!

I had another weekly appointment- and was so nervous I thought I was going to break down. I just couldn't hear that my cervix had gotten smaller- I couldn't..and thankfully- it didn't! I held firm at a 1.8, which really relieved me. I also took the FFN (fetal fibronectin) test, which I passed!

And, news of all news, I can get rid of this damn in home contraction monitor. The doc said if it has done nothing but cause stress, and the results really aren't telling them anything- why keep doing it? He wasn't going to keep making the company money just to keep doing it (I liked that part)...but in all honesty, it had become the bane of my existence. I was so stressed out every day..just waiting. And waiting to do it. It was awful. And now- no more! Yeah!!!!

So...I stay on strict bedrest...but it's working, and that's the key. It's going to suck having to pay top dollar for a babysitter then next week and a half, but it must be done. These kids have to keep cooking!!

So what to do..SHOP Zutano.

So here I am, bedrest...and stuck with just the computer. How can I not look at the adorable Itzy Bitzy line of Zutano and not dream of seeing my little guys come home from the hospital in their outfits???

I had a Zutano outfit for my son's coming home outfit (the puppies) almost 2 years ago- and if I can win (just as YOU can) a $75 gc to Zutano via Double Duty Mommy here.

Also, check out Zutano their clothes are adorable...too cute:

UPDATE: I won:) Can't wait to pic out the coming home outfits for the boys. Their warehouse reopens on Oct 1st- so we'll be cutting it close!!! Thanks so much DDM :)

Bedrest.

So here we are at Day 2 of total bedrest. For anyone who has experienced it- you know how not fun it really is....it's even less fun this time around when I have a toddler.

We had to spend a very stressful night at the hospital on Wednesday, I was contracting more than the monitor liked to see- so at 11 pm we headed over. Fortunately, things slowed down quite a bit overnight, and in the morning I was still doing well. I never had to have the IV meds either- just IV fluids- which is bad enough since I hate IV's completely as it is.

So now..I just feel like a ticking time bomb.

Blech.

So not the happiest news yesterday. My cervix is shortening and that's not a good thing. It went from a 4 (great) to a 2 (not great at all) in a matter of three weeks. I was diagnosed with 'threatening pre term labor' so am now on a perscription and have to go back in on Monday for another test. If I fail that test I go to the hospital for who knows how long.

Oh yeah, and bedrest for now. Sure, that's a piece of cake with a 17 month old and no family to help. I'm angry, I'm upset- I feel like my body is failing these twins and there isn't anything I can do about it other than 'take it easy' (what the hell is that anyhow) and hope to make it another 10 weeks.

This stinks.

Help....?

So I need to figure out what to do about getting non-familial help. Don't get me wrong, our families are great...but. First of all they have things to do as well- and I don't expect, nor do I really desire anyone to come running here (12 hours from where they live) to assist me with this undertaking.

HOW do I find a reasonable mother's helper? What do I pay? Since I am going to be home with them, what should my expectaions be? What should they expect of me? There are times when I just want to fast forward to a year from now and feel like things are under control. Haha, then I forget that a year from now has its own isssues there too!

Feeling...uncomfortable.

So here we are at 24 weeks today and I have no idea how I am going to make it. If all goes well, we still have 13 more to go( that's my goal- 37, but I will take 38). My skin is stretched so tight- and breathing has become difficult with my lungs shoved upwards. Also, my stomach is squished so even though food LOOKS good, I can no longer eat as much as I'd like. I digress, everyone is healthy and that's what counts, right?

We met a friend for lunch today- it was 97 degrees. If anyone ever says anything to you about how it must really suck to be pregnant in the summer- yeah it does. But in all honesty- it's the combo of everything that makes it so difficult...and chasing a 16 month old in the process (as well as having two in your uterus) doesn't make it any easier!

So let me back up a minute...

Ok-- so I am a mom of a 16 month old, and pregnant with twins. Two more boys. I kept telling myself that I wanted to get this blog rolling, and I do....it's just that, well...I'm not always ready to sit down peacefully and write away. Haha. I am guessing you may know the feeling.

Anyhow, this is not just a blog to constantly link giveaways I am trying to win. I actually have things to say- I just need the time and energy to say them!